FOR SHERYL CHOO SIEW PING !

I am not sure if you get to read this post .

but i am still going to say this .

It has been more than half a year , but it seems like i still cant get over you .

I have been dreaming of you almost everyday !

Even just a short nap , i will still dream of you .

Can you give me a chance to prove that i'll change ?

I really dont know how to contact you except thru email .

I really hope you'll reply .

I dont know why , but i love you still .

We went thru so much even before we got together ,

how we hold on no matter who try to bring us apart .

I admit i get angrily very easily .

But i aint the herrsong you used to know now .

After i enlisted , i learn to cherish the people around me more .

They taught me how important my loved one are .

Without you , i really dont have the courage to move on any further .

I tried moving on so many times , but i still couldnt .

At least , let us start afresh as a friend first can ?

I'll prove to you i am different from the past already .

You are all that i need now .

I dont know how long it'll take .

I will try to gain your trust and your love .

For what had happened in the past , i am sorry .

I really wish to have you back by my side now .

I love you ....

November 2010