Will i be left alone again ?

I feel so lost every time when i am alone .

I jus dont know what happened .

Right now , i felt that i am all alone .

Nobody is there .

Everyone seems to be hiding things from me .

Am i being too over-sensitive or what ?

I got no goals in life .

Nothing at all .

What am i aiming for ?

What are the things i am doing now for ? (etc. singing , bball , kickboxing , school work)

I felt so lost now .

Can someone be kind enough to lend me a pulling hand please ?

Deep down , i love you still .

But it seems like i aint good enough for you anymore .

Am i right ?

I just dont know why things will become like this .

Is it because that i dont know how to compromise ?

I dont know .

Everyone got their own thinking i know .

Since school started ,

I hardly got your company .

I know your school ends late , its will with me .

But for now , i hardly got company from you during the weekends .

Your schools and singing are important to you , but do i ?

Even if i am , why am i equally important to your singing and competition ?

I dont know .

Even all this happened , i loved you still .

But .....

ohh . is it ?

so you are sick and tired of everything as well ?

does it mean that our time has come to an end ?

i dunno .

today i am jus worried that you are tired and wanted you to go back and rest .

you thought i dont wish to see you .

you sound fierce on the phone indeed .

but i know you couldnt hear your tone as clearly as i did cos i am the one listening to it .

I tired to reach tpy by 10pm so i cab down .

when i reached , i received a sms saying that you are going to sleep .

i tried calling you alot of times .

No ans .

I know you are tired but i only wish to see you before my birthday as you are not celebrating with me .

when you finally answered , i cab back to teck whye already .

You sounded so tired .

seems like not hoping that i'll call .

are you trying to tell me something or you trying to get your revenge ?

i dunno .

you want to know why i dont allow you to celebrate my birthday with me after that ?

i tell you why now .

you got so many competition on hand now .

i only asked you to give up on one jus to celebrate my birthday with me .

what did you say ?

i wont give up singing .

I know singing is your passion .

But to you , my birthday is not comparable to singing ?

like that it somehow makes me feel that i meant nothing to you as singing is what you choosen .

i was like you in the past .

i choosen basketball over my ex girlfriend .

Now , i didnt know that this will be happening to me .

mayb , its my retribution .

somehow or somewhat , i deserved it .

am i right ?

Labels: show it to me ., Singing is more important to you instead of me isnt it ?

HERR SONG IS SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING NOW !

Labels: lost in space . find me back will ya ?

You said you are coming but you didnt . I was pissed and sad at the same time . During this timing when i need you the most . Where are you !?



藍又時-孤單心事

雨下在我窗前玻璃也在流眼泪

街上的人都看起来比我幸福一点

用寂寞来测验还是最想要你陪

曾一起走过的夏天我常常会梦见

我猜不到你真正的感觉

思念写成脸上的黑眼圈

有的时候我宁愿你对我坏一点

无法停止幻想我们的永远

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思

只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持

爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实

一直爱着你用我自己的方式

我在你的心里有没有一点特别

就怕你终究没发现我还在你身边

我猜不到你真正的感觉

思念写成脸上的黑眼圈

有的时候我宁愿你对我坏一点

无法停止幻想我们的永远

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思

只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持

爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实

一直爱着你用我自己的方式

爱你是孤单的心事不懂你微笑的意思

只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持

爱你是孤单的心事多希望你对我诚实

一直爱着你用我自己的方式

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